The life and tales of a small town princess

4 calories PER JELLY BEAN!!! i never knew that... i always thought they were FAT FREE.. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARG.. I was piling them down like no tomorrow.. :(

Today went really well.. i think so. haha

I had..

quarter piece of apple for breakfast.
a small low fat yogurt.
2 spoons of cucumber salad
and lots of water!

Damn.. it feels good to have done something right for a change!!

Long live ana!!

Ive got a wedding next weekend..I hope i dont lose control and eat everything insight... *sigh*

Love

Sari

here are my stats:(

height: 5.7
weight: 180.4 (FUCK)

short term goal: 147
long term goal: 123

fuck.. i have to lose 50pounds is that possible :(

Hey

yesterday someone told me.. when r you expecting the baby.. i could have slapped the stupid bitch.. arrrrg
i'll prove her wrong.. fucking watch me.. one day you'll be looking at me regreting that statement.

i wanna be thin...
i'll do whatever it takes....

and i know its gonna be worth it...

NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS THIN FEELS

Life is about choices, n this is a choice i've made.
if people wont love me for who i am, then i will create someone they can love...

i cannot eat, for to eat is to show no self control.

ive always been the funny fat girl, well that is no more.. i will be the beautiful thin girl...